By iweardiapers October 11, in Our Lifestyle Discussion. Imposion therapy: Wallow in it to the point where you get sick of it. That will dial it back somewhat. It is a tricky question to answer for I really think it will differ from person to person. From my own experience I can only say it got better when I embraced and accepted the fact that love to wear and use diapers.
Like you the thoughts of diapers were always in the back of my mind, this started at an early age. As time went on the thoughts and desires intensified until it was no longer funny, by now some 22 years ago. The thoughts and the nagging feelings that came with it started to intervene with my daily activities, consuming a lot of energy. If I am not diapered for one reason or another which is a rare occurrence the nagging feeling kicks in within a matter of hours. Being diapered I feel I function just as good as everyone else, I feel in control and above all I feel complete.
Conversely, the more your wear and engage in other ABDL activities, the more it becomes a normal part of your routine. It stops being something distracting. I honestly could not control this fetish until I gave in and started wearing diapers permanently.
Before this choice all I could think about was diapers when not in them. It consumed me mentally and effected my relationship with both my wife and children. Now I am diapered all the time and my mind can focus on the important things in my life. I found balance by offering my submission to my Daddy and having him accept that gift by lovingly collaring me. My Daddy controls when I wear so he ensures it is a healthy balance that keeps me calm and controlled.
Having Him lovingly set that pace, supported by my Wife means I dont have to think about it the way that I did originally, I am just free to be me and know that He will keep me from obsessing or ignoring the desires? The conflation of sex and diapers actually worked extremely well. A couple of decades later, when testosterone levels had dropped, I realised I probably did NOT have a fetish. For me at least, this is more like a dysphoria the therapy for which is to be diapered.
